Sunday, January 1, 2012
None of this has anything to do with my own life except that I do want to be a better person, and I've been having kind of a bad day. Sigh. I know it will get better! And I know that I can be a better person if I just start trying harder. Mostly I'm just depressed that I forgot to hand in my tithing check at church today and I wanted to give it to Bishop before the new year started. I know, I know. Not the end of the world. But then I got home and got locked out accidentally and C couldn't hear me pounding on the back door! I had to go find my emergency whistle which I keep in the garden in case of stranger danger. Then he heard me. And it would have been fine to be locked out because it was a gorgeous sunny afternoon of 65 degrees in December, which I love because I can read outside without mosquitoes biting me, but I was starving and the only thing remotely edible in the backyard is the sunflower seeds in the bird-feeder under the oak tree, but I'd have to fight the chickadees and woodpeckers for it! When I finally did get some food and go outside to read, thick grey clouds were covering up the sun and the wind was cold. Now I think it's going to get really cold, as a real winter should be. So much for the balminess we've enjoyed so far.
Anyway, my faith in life is indeed unbroken, and my goals for the new year include leaving this room (literally and metaphorically) better than I found it. I plan to do good, be wonderfully happy, and accomplish things. Who's with me?
Posted by Lady Holiday at 5:31 PM